because our relationship was struggling when she died. Because I wanted to die when I first got here. Because I miss Emma. Because her feelings about Emma are conflicted. Because my sexual preferences have... Intensified over the years and she's young.
Because we love each other, whether it happens at all. And if it does it's going to take time.
And why encourage me to pursue her? You've mentioned aspects of us that are similar, I'm just not sure why that might bring about your expressed conclusion.
Ah, no. You are fine. Where I am concerned, it has always been malleable.
I hardly considered the shape of it before I got here, even. I've had to have to potential and longevity of my own relationship pointed out to me more than once now.
Well, it at least isn't serious enough for anyone else to have to pay attention.
For what it's worth, I appreciate the thought that we might better integrate, if that's correct wording or a correct read at all. I feel aside, sometimes, in all of this. Not that I don't have my own things going on, mind!
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Date: 2022-07-20 05:00 pm (UTC)It just seems like it's not the sort of thing I could address out of the blue.
You're not together? At all?
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Date: 2022-07-20 05:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-07-20 05:04 pm (UTC)Why?
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Date: 2022-07-20 05:11 pm (UTC)Because we love each other, whether it happens at all. And if it does it's going to take time.
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Date: 2022-07-20 06:53 pm (UTC)That's all very reasonable.
And why encourage me to pursue her? You've mentioned aspects of us that are similar, I'm just not sure why that might bring about your expressed conclusion.
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Date: 2022-07-21 04:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-07-23 04:36 pm (UTC)Not that I'm rejecting the possibilities, either way. I'm admittedly indulgent, and I like you both and you're both extremely gorgeous.
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Date: 2022-07-23 05:58 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-07-23 08:01 pm (UTC)I worry a lot about intrusion, even where it almost certainly is not necessary.
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Date: 2022-07-23 08:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-07-23 09:18 pm (UTC)I hardly considered the shape of it before I got here, even. I've had to have to potential and longevity of my own relationship pointed out to me more than once now.
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Date: 2022-07-23 09:35 pm (UTC)I don't know
Cumulative intimacy moments?
We're great friends.
I know that's ridiculous with everything laid out as it is here, but it's how I've thought of it for the majority of the time.
Anyway, it's not worth anyone else worrying over. It's silly.
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Date: 2022-07-23 09:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-07-23 10:08 pm (UTC)For what it's worth, I appreciate the thought that we might better integrate, if that's correct wording or a correct read at all. I feel aside, sometimes, in all of this. Not that I don't have my own things going on, mind!
Or, you know... Maybe I just like the attention.
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Date: 2022-07-23 10:10 pm (UTC)We all have our things going on.
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Date: 2022-07-23 10:28 pm (UTC)