First of all: Yes. I would. Secondly, you're not understanding. It is the right thing to say to me. It isn't healthy. I know that, but it's what works.
there was this camp we got shipped off to last year they collared us it de-powered us felt way too close to home and what the humans wanna do to us i freaked out like it fucked me up real bad to be disconnected from my mutation like that i burned my hands trying to control fire it took me a long time to even start to get over that that's one of my fears being powerless to even protect myself from people who want to hurt me
Given crap parents and the number of people who want us dead, that's a pretty solid fear.
I've heard about various incidents of them depowering people. Sounds terrible.
For what its worth the blindfold cuts off the optic blasts. It scares me when it's necessity, but even there.... that's the visible part of the mutation. It's not part that losing would create the biggest problem for me.
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Date: 2022-03-22 09:21 pm (UTC)Remember what I said about Logan all but yelling 'you are needed' in my face? That.
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Date: 2022-03-22 09:25 pm (UTC)i'd say fuck him but you probably would so
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Date: 2022-03-22 09:31 pm (UTC)Secondly, you're not understanding. It is the right thing to say to me. It isn't healthy. I know that, but it's what works.
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Date: 2022-03-22 09:33 pm (UTC)not healthy methods is what does it for you, huh?
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Date: 2022-03-22 09:42 pm (UTC)i'll tell you one in return
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Date: 2022-03-22 09:45 pm (UTC)aren't blindfolds just a thing for you though?
like if you lose your glasses or whatever?
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Date: 2022-03-22 09:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-03-22 09:50 pm (UTC)losing your sight and all
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Date: 2022-03-22 09:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-03-22 09:55 pm (UTC)they collared us
it de-powered us
felt way too close to home and what the humans wanna do to us
i freaked out
like
it fucked me up real bad to be disconnected from my mutation like that
i burned my hands trying to control fire
it took me a long time to even start to get over that
that's one of my fears
being powerless to even protect myself from people who want to hurt me
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Date: 2022-03-22 09:58 pm (UTC)I've heard about various incidents of them depowering people. Sounds terrible.
For what its worth the blindfold cuts off the optic blasts. It scares me when it's necessity, but even there.... that's the visible part of the mutation. It's not part that losing would create the biggest problem for me.
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Date: 2022-03-22 10:04 pm (UTC)i rely on my mutation
without it
i'm nothing
are your other senses like
heightened or something?
without the sight i mean
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Date: 2022-03-22 10:15 pm (UTC)You want to learn to fight?
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Date: 2022-03-22 10:16 pm (UTC)you offering?
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Date: 2022-03-22 10:22 pm (UTC)train me daddio
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