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[notrosecolored]

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[notrosecolored]

You probably need a better facade for your self-destructive habits.
But if you want knocked out instead of hit, try talking to Jean - her id here is dayspring. Or heck, probably even if you do want hit.

She'll make concerned noises at you, but she's pretty good.

[chrisisofaith]

Oh

I taught her how to use a pole arm she had with her. She was nice.

Guess it might not be too weird an ask. I haven’t decided if I want knocked out or just not to care for a bit.

[notrosecolored]

Well if you go for pure 'beaten to hell', I recommend you make friends with Brandon Carver. He's pretty insane but he's good and has some control.

Yeah. The polearm she has is... a long story. Thanks for helping.

[chrisisofaith]

From what she said about it, sounded like.

[He was just going to guess her son wasn’t…Scott’s kid. Maybe.]

Haven't heard of him. What’s he like and which kind of crazy?

[notrosecolored]

[ You go ahead and guess that. ]

The paranoid and aggressive type, but in a... controlled kind of way.
Usually.

[chrisisofaith]

Usually. So I maybe shouldn’t mention I was sent to him by someone else because I heard he’s good at punching people.

Seems like a bad thing to say to a paranoid person.

[Kinda like how he’d left little gifts around for Jon to find and the paranoid ass thought they were cursed.]

[notrosecolored]

I think he'd be flattered and trusted than than most other methods of getting him to hit you, but you could always just try being a dick at him until he snaps.

[chrisisofaith]

I only do that to people I like

[notrosecolored]

...same.

[chrisisofaith]

Stop standing where my mirror goes, Scott.

[notrosecolored]

Do you want to explain why your username is Ravens before or after I start talking about my association with birds?

[chrisisofaith]

For fucks sake

Because I’m a cleric of the goddess the Raven Queen and sprout raven wings out of my back, have some feathers tied in my hair sometimes, and wear a raven skull as my holy symbol.

Your turn.

[notrosecolored]

Right.

I was recently 'possessed' by an entity who calls herself Phoenix. Fire and life incarnate. She takes the form, when not in a host, of a giant bird made of fire.

Her usual host is Jean.

My wife.

[chrisisofaith]

Phoenixes exist where I come from.

So you’re my literal goddamn other side of the coin or some shit? Cause Raven Queen’s all about darkness and death.

Or well not literal opposite, I met him, but close enough.

Why don’t you get an exorcist?

[notrosecolored]

It's a long, complicated story but the short version is, ultimately, that I love her and she's not 'bad' - just not someone who should have ever been in my head, much less wholly in mine.

She isn't anymore.

She is still with Jean just fairly...tethered here.

and I'm not your opposite, but our similarities are a little alarming.

I was also possessed by what amounts to 'death incarnate' once, but that was less 'god' and more 'crazy mutant with a desire to start wars and an obsession with survival of the fittest. Him, we got an exorcist for.

[chrisisofaith]

How many people do you love Scott?

At least she and Jean are managing at least? I’ve only been possessed once and it wasn’t a good time at all, I tried to kill my friends.

And I don’t know, sounds like a few gods I know. Mostly evil ones.

[notrosecolored]

I don't know. Three, probably.

I was in jail for a reason; I did more than try.

[chrisisofaith]

You’re a mess.

I’m sorry. But they put you in jail for being possessed? Why in all the hells would they do that?

[notrosecolored]

Because I killed someone.

And also was responsible for what possessed me being there at all.

And chose to be the person who took over all of Phoenix instead of allowing her various parts to be driven into a different host.

It's a long story.

It doesn't matter.

[chrisisofaith]

Sounds like it matters if you’re blaming yourself for every little bit of it.

[notrosecolored]

I am not blaming myself.

[chrisisofaith]

Oh so the literal ’it was all my fault’ was a lie? Or maybe this just now was the lie?

Don’t try feeding me whatever stock crap you feed those who follow you, Scott, no time for it.

[notrosecolored]

No. It was literally the result of my actions and decisions around a situation that is and was my responsibility.

Killing Charles less so, but it isn't... false blame.

[chrisisofaith]

And not a soul otherwise? No other hand nor head nor heart involved? Impressive.

CW: suicidal ideation.

[notrosecolored]

Being responsible for that fight and all those people is literally what has kept me alive for the better part of 20 years.

Let me have this would you?