Duplicity Contact Post

[notrosecolored]

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[notrosecolored]

Because I killed someone.

And also was responsible for what possessed me being there at all.

And chose to be the person who took over all of Phoenix instead of allowing her various parts to be driven into a different host.

It's a long story.

It doesn't matter.

[chrisisofaith]

Sounds like it matters if you’re blaming yourself for every little bit of it.

[notrosecolored]

I am not blaming myself.

[chrisisofaith]

Oh so the literal ’it was all my fault’ was a lie? Or maybe this just now was the lie?

Don’t try feeding me whatever stock crap you feed those who follow you, Scott, no time for it.

[notrosecolored]

No. It was literally the result of my actions and decisions around a situation that is and was my responsibility.

Killing Charles less so, but it isn't... false blame.

[chrisisofaith]

And not a soul otherwise? No other hand nor head nor heart involved? Impressive.

CW: suicidal ideation.

[notrosecolored]

Being responsible for that fight and all those people is literally what has kept me alive for the better part of 20 years.

Let me have this would you?

[chrisisofaith]

Your sanity loss, think you need to punch more things or get laid more, though.

Best friend back home’s kinda like you, takes everyone’s safety and such on himself. When he fights, he gets to lose his shit and rage on everything until it’s pulp and his wife suspends him in vines and fucks his brain out so

Might consider learning something.

[notrosecolored]

that's how things worked with the girlfriend that came after Jean. Her name is Emma. I miss her.

[chrisisofaith]

A good women to have. I’m sorry you don’t.

Hey, you’ve been a sport about punching me and taking shit, so I have an offer:

I’ll stop harping at you about one but not neither so take your pick:

-keeping your head on straight
-meeting your quota regularly

I think you could solve both with one, for the record, but I’m not your nanny

[notrosecolored]

Nag about quota. It'll be easier to blow off or actually meet expectations but I'll stay in 'willing to hit you but not actually try to murder you'

[chrisisofaith]

Wonderful

Then I have a proposition

[notrosecolored]

Which is?

[chrisisofaith]

I’ll tie you up in the air and fuck you with whatever you’d like.

Among other things. There’s options.

[notrosecolored]

How did you manage to leap from being me to being my girlfriend in this conversation?

[chrisisofaith]

I’m versatile and flexible

[notrosecolored]

What you are is confusing.

[chrisisofaith]

Yeah are you into it or not?

[notrosecolored]

I'm definitely into it.

[chrisisofaith]

Good. If you and your girlfriend used to play, then you’ve an idea of what you like, yeah?

You gonna be difficult about telling me?

[notrosecolored]

You do remember last time we tried to have sex, right?

[chrisisofaith]

You do remember I’m stubborn, right?

Also I didn’t tie you up in suspension last time.

[notrosecolored]

Yeah, because you're apparently me.

The suspended bondage isn't happening with you any time soon. Bondage, sure.

[chrisisofaith]

Careful, people might accuse you of narcissistic tendencies.

That said, I do love a man who knows his limits. Fair measure, we’ll start slow.

[notrosecolored]

I'm not sure I agreed to start at all. I still don't know how this conversation wound up here.

I'm pretty sure we started talking about your bad coping skills and tendency to manage everyone else's problems.