Duplicity Contact Post

[notrosecolored]

Call, text, action all go here

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[fireshow]

i hope they don't show up here then
feels like you got enough drama as it is

[notrosecolored]

I wouldn't want them to show up here because I like them.

...I have drama?

[fireshow]

also would be awkward as hell
yeah you do

[notrosecolored]

I contracted the son I mentioned's partner and they're all adults. Most of them are older than me. There are scenarios here I wouldn't want but the sex isn't the awkward part, it's just that I hate them.

What's the drama?

[fireshow]

you hate your kids?

you're x-men whether you align yourself with them or not currently
they always have drama
tell me i'm wrong

[notrosecolored]

I'd hate the scenarios not my kids.

You're not. I actually had an X carved into me. I am the X-men in a lot of ways. Even when I'm not. It's why I exist.

[fireshow]

was worried for a sec there

pretty sure you exist cause your parents had sex
this sounds like some this is my purpose/destiny shit

[notrosecolored]

One of my favorite things about you is that you don't actually know anything about my life before I came here. It's very occasionally frustrating.

No predetermined destiny bullshit is involved - I promise.

[fireshow]

what else do you like about me?

still sounds like a hell of a lot of weight to put on your shoulders

[notrosecolored]

You don't hate me, you've got a good sense of humor, and you're smart.

The alternative wasn't better. It's fine.

[fireshow]

nothing shallow?
wow

citation needed

[notrosecolored]

Sorry?

Remember what I said about Logan all but yelling 'you are needed' in my face? That.

[fireshow]

i'll drink my sorrows away

i'd say fuck him but you probably would so

[notrosecolored]

First of all: Yes. I would.
Secondly, you're not understanding. It is the right thing to say to me. It isn't healthy. I know that, but it's what works.

[fireshow]

gross
not healthy methods is what does it for you, huh?

[notrosecolored]

Not as a kink.

[fireshow]

you actually got some of those?

[notrosecolored]

I really wish I had a picture of Emma, but yeah. My sex life hasn't been vanilla in a long, long time.

[fireshow]

tell me one

[notrosecolored]

Why?

[fireshow]

cause we're friends chatting
i'll tell you one in return

[notrosecolored]

Blindfolds.

[fireshow]

face-fucking

aren't blindfolds just a thing for you though?
like if you lose your glasses or whatever?

[notrosecolored]

Way more complicated than that. I'll use one if I have to and I have, but they also make me feel really vulnerable and scare the shit out of me.

[fireshow]

makes sense
losing your sight and all