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[notrosecolored]

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[notrosecolored]

Just curious. Do you still use it?

[fireshow]

i did when i first arrived over a year ago
then i went with john
but i'm still pyro
it's complicated

[notrosecolored]

What about it's complicated?

[fireshow]

i did a lot of bad shit with that name

[notrosecolored]

But it still feels like you?

[fireshow]

it is me
i didn't do that bad shit under the influence or when i was possessed
it was me

[notrosecolored]

First of all, possessed or not - it was still me. I still made choices.

Secondly, how people see themselves changes. Insert all that shit you said bout deciding who we are while we're here, here.

[fireshow]

i murdered people and i didn't care
i still don't care
i killed two sin guards here last month
that's the pyro in me

[notrosecolored]

What's the John?

[fireshow]

he's some loser romantic at heart that likes to write
whose parents didn't want him and were shit
who can never find a place to fit in even among mutants
he's a runaway and keeps running even when people here care about him

[notrosecolored]

That might be the most self-aware and oddly poetic thing I've ever heard.

[fireshow]

you're welcome

[notrosecolored]

...did we skip a thank you in there?

[fireshow]

might have

[notrosecolored]

Well then. Thanks.

[fireshow]

why'd you want to know?

[notrosecolored]

Because I don't really care what anyone calls me and how I introduce myself is largely determined by how they introduce themselves to me.

[fireshow]

so what's your impression of me then

[notrosecolored]

I would probably introduce myself to you as Scott.

[fireshow]

ok scott

[notrosecolored]

It's what I'd provide. I sincerely do not give a fuck what you call me.

[fireshow]

you sure about that daddio?

[notrosecolored]

Yep.

[fireshow]

daddy

[notrosecolored]

You'd have better luck pushing buttons if I didn't know you were trying-