[ Maybe it should be worrying, that she doesn't even blink at that possibility. ]
Too much scar tissue to feel anything new?
[ It's not that simple and they both know it, but - it's not entirely wrong, either. For Scott more than her, but she's well aware how much doesn't hit her the way it used to. ]
We never give ourselves time to heal properly.
[ There's a hidden question there; how he's dealing with whatever happened, what he wants to do next. ]
[ He's aware of the unspoken question, but also a little caught in trying to explain himself and his analogy as the backdrop. ]
Maybe? Or just adaptation, like sticking your hand under hot water and slowly raising the temperature. Either way, things would have to normalize for a lot longer than they do to reset to reacting 'appropriately' to 'trauma'.
[ No air quotes, but heavily implied. ]
I'll be all right with this. It moved the bar a little higher, but not higher enough to be devastating. I'll spend a while mostly asleep and cranky then drag Mid back home by his hair.
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Date: 2023-02-14 09:41 pm (UTC)Too much scar tissue to feel anything new?
[ It's not that simple and they both know it, but - it's not entirely wrong, either. For Scott more than her, but she's well aware how much doesn't hit her the way it used to. ]
We never give ourselves time to heal properly.
[ There's a hidden question there; how he's dealing with whatever happened, what he wants to do next. ]
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Date: 2023-02-14 09:47 pm (UTC)Maybe? Or just adaptation, like sticking your hand under hot water and slowly raising the temperature. Either way, things would have to normalize for a lot longer than they do to reset to reacting 'appropriately' to 'trauma'.
[ No air quotes, but heavily implied. ]
I'll be all right with this. It moved the bar a little higher, but not higher enough to be devastating. I'll spend a while mostly asleep and cranky then drag Mid back home by his hair.
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Date: 2023-02-18 05:04 am (UTC)Yeah, she can see the adaptation kicking in there. ]
I don't think he has enough hair for that but otherwise, solid plan.
[ Does she remain utterly, sickeningly horrified by the potential details of what made Scott flinch away from her? Yes.
Is she in any position to ask him not to reach out to someone who was made into a weapon against his will? No. ]
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Date: 2023-02-19 12:16 am (UTC)Shit happens.
His people are his people and, ironically, Mid has never been more one of his. ]
I'll find a way.
[ Not joking. He will. ]
It might not be by the hair on his head, though.