I truly believe that he wanted to save mutants and to make us be seen as... better, or useful, to humanity, rather than just a threat.
But the reason he sent me out initially and put me in a leadership position had nothing to do with any ability on my end. He was just trying to keep me from slitting my own throat.
You've built a good thing, here, in spite of the shit. I'm proud of you. I am glad you have it. I am relieved you have it. I will fight like hell, refrain from fighting like hell, and/or knock you down to your ass when you need that pressure off because I want you to keep it.
Hell, I'll even provide shitty parenting advice.
But that's about as responsible as I can get: responsible for you being responsible for everyone else. .
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Date: 2022-05-12 01:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-12 01:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-12 01:22 pm (UTC)And you know who's well being I asked about after I saw it?
It wasn't theirs.
It was yours.
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Date: 2022-05-12 01:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-12 01:33 pm (UTC)Do you know why Charles actually started building the X-men around me?
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Date: 2022-05-12 02:23 pm (UTC)CW: suicidal ideation.
Date: 2022-05-12 02:29 pm (UTC)I truly believe that he wanted to save mutants and to make us be seen as... better, or useful, to humanity, rather than just a threat.
But the reason he sent me out initially and put me in a leadership position had nothing to do with any ability on my end. He was just trying to keep me from slitting my own throat.
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Date: 2022-05-12 04:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-12 04:28 pm (UTC)You've built a good thing, here, in spite of the shit. I'm proud of you. I am glad you have it. I am relieved you have it. I will fight like hell, refrain from fighting like hell, and/or knock you down to your ass when you need that pressure off because I want you to keep it.
Hell, I'll even provide shitty parenting advice.
But that's about as responsible as I can get: responsible for you being responsible for everyone else.
.
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Date: 2022-05-12 04:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-12 04:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-12 04:33 pm (UTC)but I guess it's too much to ask for history not to repeat itself when it comes to you doing whatever the hell you want
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Date: 2022-05-12 04:37 pm (UTC)You want Cyclops? You've got him.
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Date: 2022-05-12 04:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-12 04:53 pm (UTC)I will go check in on your kid, though, so you can get busy setting up your next punishment orgy or whatever the hell that was.
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Date: 2022-05-12 03:45 pm (UTC)