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I remember being 19 or 20 and telling my first telepathic partner I might not be straight. It's been well over a decade, she's been dead and I'm pretty sure she's still laughing at me.

That's without an upbringing the cared about sexuality at all or any learned hangups.

And no, I meant you and I. I'm fine with kink. You're fine with relatively unknown people in your bed. Put the two together and it almost becomes doable.

I have no idea what position training as a kink is, though.

She might be. She might be insane.

It's not like my upbringing was 'have sex with her, not him.' I don't think my dad gave two shits who slept with who. But, he raised me to be a hunter, to protect my brother, to protect myself. Mostly, he laughed off my conquests, didn't really ask about anyone. And I didn't offer any information.

There's a you and me now.

We did meet the one time. Does it count if it was once.

Still learning. I think it's being beholden to one position, topping, and then being trained to like bottoming. But don't quote me.

There's definitely an element of being too damn busy and under too much pressure to ask questions that can get involved.

I don't know which way to count that. I like you, though.

...and that actually sounds like a good time.

He loved me, he loved my brother, but after my mom died he didn't really know how to.

You like me. I have a fan.

What are you? Top or bottom?

Yeah. That is... a thing that happens.

Don't overstate your case.

I haven't had enough sex with men to be either in that respect. I also don't really care. The set up for it's hot. I rarely say 'from both directions' but in this case; from both directions.

I survived a case before Osiris. I will overstate my case.

CASE.

So, just talking about this, thinking about being with me,, or any man, that's hot.

Is Osiris the guy with a dog head?

...is that a question or a statement?

Not when he tried me for wrongful deaths, but, yeah, in books.

Question that ended like a statement

It gets you hot?

Wrongful deaths of who?

And yeah, on a couple of levels. Including the one where it's illegal.

I was a hunter. He believed we weren't innocent in the losses we faced.

Right. You and I don't have any neck envy. I forgot you're living the high life like me.

I still don't really understand the hunter thing, and I don't think it matters much. Do you think you were innocent in the losses you faced?

It's a theme with me.

Demons, spirits, vampires. Everything you thought might not be real

Well, everything not mutant

We didn't have mutants in our world

Hunting comes with a price. You lose people. I died before coming here. Would my brother be innocent in that?

You like it forbidden, Scott?

I don't know. I wouldn't consider either of you guilty but I'm damned glad that's not a trial I got put on.

I think I mostly just hate this city. The 'forbidden' just seems to be how it's working out.

Osiris executed the guilty. Sam was my lawyer. It didn't matter, Osiris damned me, but Sam got to him before a ghost I knew got to me. Ram's horn to the chest if you're ever wondering how to kill Osiris.

So. You're not fully straight, admitted as much when you were a lot younger but you never did anything about it. Not even here.

Yet.

I'll keep it in mind if it comes up. I'm pretty sure a ram's horn to the chest would kill most things that are killable, though.

It's complicated. I'm not straight. I did nothing with men before I got here, but I'm apparently in a triad situation in my future. The guy involved is here, now. We've had a couple of encounters that ended in orgasm. Both the result of drugs, but that's just what this city is.

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Most, not all.

No shit. A real triad. How do you feel about the whole three-way situation?

I'm surprised - for one thing last I knew the woman was dead and the guy was telling me to go to hell - but I'm not upset about it.

That's a 180.

You love her and you like him enough?

I love her. I don't know what I feel about him in particular.
I don't hate him. I like him occasionally. I usually trust him.

And you want him in your bed. Or you don't mind it.

And he obviously wants you considering you have your whole... throuple

How did we end up here, from talking about position training?

If I knew half the reasoning behind how one conversation ends up somewhere else, I'd probably have less conversations

Or more conversation experience

Do you want to go back to talking about dom on dom action

That's fair. I just don't know what's going on there well enough to talk about it.

Are you concerned about repercussions from the city?

Hey, you don't have to tell me not to talk

I don't like em
I don't like jail
But jail I remember doesn't come with a phone and internet access

I don't know

Have you ever had sex good enough to get you thrown in the slammer

Yeah. Both those people I told you about.

That said I was in jail before I got here and I've got a really big problem with government authority.

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