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You mean like it's a partner. Like a spouse or girlfriend

Right, theoretically even if they weren't who I was having sex with at the time and the other person knew.[ Look. He's had a fantasy or two.]I would not want some other telepath in my head at the time. That's creepy.

Like the equivalent of watching your partner. Just in your mind. Could be hot.

Exactly. That's an idea I'm actively into without many reservations, unlike blindfolds.

What are you actually into, by the way?

I mean what guy doesn't like to watch

Though, it used to be strictly lesbian porn cause

But, uh, I guess I'm learning what I'm into now. I never really thought about it before. Just, had sex, split town.

I know I like getting head. But, that's like basic compared to what this place asks of us.

Used to be lesbian porn because why and what changed.

This place is a lot. I feel like if we somehow managed to combine the pair of us we'd end up with one person who could hack this city.

Maybe.

Because I thought for a long time I was straight, that any inclinations I had were just
like a mancrush

I wasn't really raised to be whatever I might be

So, I didn't go out of my wheelhouse often. Hot bartender, hot waitress. Pretty much my bread and butter for years. Twins, one time.

You and your telepathic partner?

Not maybe. This thing wanted me to discuss position training and public sex.

I remember being 19 or 20 and telling my first telepathic partner I might not be straight. It's been well over a decade, she's been dead and I'm pretty sure she's still laughing at me.

That's without an upbringing the cared about sexuality at all or any learned hangups.

And no, I meant you and I. I'm fine with kink. You're fine with relatively unknown people in your bed. Put the two together and it almost becomes doable.

I have no idea what position training as a kink is, though.

She might be. She might be insane.

It's not like my upbringing was 'have sex with her, not him.' I don't think my dad gave two shits who slept with who. But, he raised me to be a hunter, to protect my brother, to protect myself. Mostly, he laughed off my conquests, didn't really ask about anyone. And I didn't offer any information.

There's a you and me now.

We did meet the one time. Does it count if it was once.

Still learning. I think it's being beholden to one position, topping, and then being trained to like bottoming. But don't quote me.

There's definitely an element of being too damn busy and under too much pressure to ask questions that can get involved.

I don't know which way to count that. I like you, though.

...and that actually sounds like a good time.

He loved me, he loved my brother, but after my mom died he didn't really know how to.

You like me. I have a fan.

What are you? Top or bottom?

Yeah. That is... a thing that happens.

Don't overstate your case.

I haven't had enough sex with men to be either in that respect. I also don't really care. The set up for it's hot. I rarely say 'from both directions' but in this case; from both directions.

I survived a case before Osiris. I will overstate my case.

CASE.

So, just talking about this, thinking about being with me,, or any man, that's hot.

Is Osiris the guy with a dog head?

...is that a question or a statement?

Not when he tried me for wrongful deaths, but, yeah, in books.

Question that ended like a statement

It gets you hot?

Wrongful deaths of who?

And yeah, on a couple of levels. Including the one where it's illegal.

I was a hunter. He believed we weren't innocent in the losses we faced.

Right. You and I don't have any neck envy. I forgot you're living the high life like me.

I still don't really understand the hunter thing, and I don't think it matters much. Do you think you were innocent in the losses you faced?

It's a theme with me.

Demons, spirits, vampires. Everything you thought might not be real

Well, everything not mutant

We didn't have mutants in our world

Hunting comes with a price. You lose people. I died before coming here. Would my brother be innocent in that?

You like it forbidden, Scott?

I don't know. I wouldn't consider either of you guilty but I'm damned glad that's not a trial I got put on.

I think I mostly just hate this city. The 'forbidden' just seems to be how it's working out.

Osiris executed the guilty. Sam was my lawyer. It didn't matter, Osiris damned me, but Sam got to him before a ghost I knew got to me. Ram's horn to the chest if you're ever wondering how to kill Osiris.

So. You're not fully straight, admitted as much when you were a lot younger but you never did anything about it. Not even here.

Yet.

I'll keep it in mind if it comes up. I'm pretty sure a ram's horn to the chest would kill most things that are killable, though.

It's complicated. I'm not straight. I did nothing with men before I got here, but I'm apparently in a triad situation in my future. The guy involved is here, now. We've had a couple of encounters that ended in orgasm. Both the result of drugs, but that's just what this city is.

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Most, not all.

No shit. A real triad. How do you feel about the whole three-way situation?

I'm surprised - for one thing last I knew the woman was dead and the guy was telling me to go to hell - but I'm not upset about it.

That's a 180.

You love her and you like him enough?

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