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[notrosecolored]

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[notrosecolored]

He has better hair.

Anyway is he the feelings/no feelings guy?

[fireshow]

fuck you
can't believe i ever wanted to suck your dick

i don't know what happened
we started talking
then fucking
then fucking a lot
then talking more
then fucking more
then i said i had feelings for him
and he said the same
and i haven't talked to him since

[notrosecolored]

So, good news and bad news:

He's commitment phobic as fuck too.

[fireshow]

i know
that's how we bonded in the first place
it's also ironic

[notrosecolored]

Do you want me to have a conversation about this with him?

[fireshow]

where in the fuck did i say that?

[notrosecolored]

You didn't say you didn't want me to.

[fireshow]

well i don't
so don't be a fucking geek about it
i just don't know what to do

[notrosecolored]

Nothing.

[fireshow]

that's your great advice?

[notrosecolored]

There's not enough information here yet for you to do anything. Wait it out. See where shit falls.

Or go to him and get more information, directly or otherwise.

[fireshow]

it just seems like a bad idea
being so alike in the whole
wanting it at times
and then not at others
like it's mixing gasoline with fire

[notrosecolored]

Yeah. Unless your timing lines up with each other. Or maybe it'd be fine since yo both get it. I don't know, but until you know more 'nothing' is the only real option.

[fireshow]

everyone i get with like that anyways
they always leave here
i get left behind
but maybe that's about right

[notrosecolored]

You and me both.

[fireshow]

you ever get tired of it?
wish you weren't always the last one standing around you?

[notrosecolored]

I was trying to die when we met, John.

[fireshow]

yeah
but then you met me
and i charmed you so much
that you're still here

[notrosecolored]

close enough

[fireshow]

can i ask you one last thing?

[notrosecolored]

sure.

[fireshow]

if someone ever fucked me up here
or fucked me over
would you fuck them up?

[notrosecolored]

if it's a thing you wanted, yeah.

[fireshow]

it wouldn't be your first impulse?

[notrosecolored]

it would be my emotional inclination but your desires in the matter are more important than mine.