[ Maybe it's weird, but this makes him trust Paul more. Makes him less cautious, anyway. Because he at least makes more sense to Scott - if he's reading this right, really. ]
I wasn't doing much good just before I got here, either.
Yeah. Though I didn't realize that when I went in, or for a while after. The impact was what made me willing to get out. ...Part of what made me willing.
[ There's a period of silence while Scott figures out how to best condense this into the fewest words possible.
Because the thought of explaining the whole thing, verbally, just makes him tired. He's pretty sure he'd run out of energy to do it halfway through if he tried.
Right. Skip to the end, and answer exactly the question. It really isn't even avoidance it's just. so. much. ]
[If Scott wanted him to have the full context, he figures it would have been offered. Just like he's pretty sure without having been there, he can't really grasp the situation, just like Scott can't fully understand what Jesus has been through. He takes the answer as given.
Your people are always a good reason to keep going.]
[He shakes his head, smiling a bit at just how abrupt it all is. Scott was in prison. Now he's in an eternal sex city.]
Just making sure I have the timeline right.
So. [Now that he does.] I'll bring back whatever information I find out. It might not be much, but it'll be firsthand. That usually counts for something.
Sure. Just don't expect a whole lot from me immediately, though I can tell you that the Creator probably has some kind of psychic working for him - or is some high level of telepath. So be careful.
[Fair enough. He won't press.] Well, going after the Creator sounds like it's out of my paygrade right now anyway. I'm still figuring out how the ground floor works.
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[ He likes Carver fine, but he's pretty sure of...
Nothing with this, actually. ]
Why didn't you have family?
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I aged out of the foster system. Years ago, obviously. Family just isn't something I tried to have.
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[ Hesitation would mean backing off is polite, but Scott's starting to think this guy is going to stick around.
So he wants to know more.]
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And then the world ended and you found a specific purpose.
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For a while, anyway. I don't think I was doing much good when I died.
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I wasn't doing much good just before I got here, either.
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Yeah. Though I didn't realize that when I went in, or for a while after. The impact was what made me willing to get out. ...Part of what made me willing.
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What was it? The impact?
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Because the thought of explaining the whole thing, verbally, just makes him tired. He's pretty sure he'd run out of energy to do it halfway through if he tried.
Right. Skip to the end, and answer exactly the question. It really isn't even avoidance it's just. so. much. ]
A lot of new mutants.
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[If Scott wanted him to have the full context, he figures it would have been offered. Just like he's pretty sure without having been there, he can't really grasp the situation, just like Scott can't fully understand what Jesus has been through. He takes the answer as given.
Your people are always a good reason to keep going.]
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When all else fails: Get pissed off.
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It's true... But it shouldn't be.
[There's sympathy, but not pity and not horror. Friends dying is a pretty strong catalyst in every world.]
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[ Eh. He's lost people closer to him and been fine. He's pretty sure the entire 'grief' center of brain overloaded and shut down decades ago.]
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[Same boat, sir. Jesus isn't numb, per se, just unable to mourn for long. You feel it in the moment and then you let it go.]
So. Then you came here.
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[ Just... in fairness, but also where is this going? His eyebrows twitch up, just a bit. ]
Yes. Then I came here?
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Just making sure I have the timeline right.
So. [Now that he does.] I'll bring back whatever information I find out. It might not be much, but it'll be firsthand. That usually counts for something.
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[ Only seems fair. ]
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