Duplicity Contact Post

[notrosecolored]

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Comments

[notrosecolored]

Stop being concerned about me..

[snikthatch]

what makes you think I'm concerned?

maybe I just like you better when you've had your ashes hauled

[notrosecolored]

Well. There's you warning Jason away from throwing violence at me, for a start.

[snikthatch]

I've got a vested interest in neither of you breaking parts of each other that ain't gonna be repaired quickly

[notrosecolored]

yeah. concern.

[snikthatch]

you want me to go back to calling you names and fighting you on the lawn?

[notrosecolored]

Sometimes.

But right now -- I don't have to be everything everyone wants me to be all the time

and you don't have to manage everyone's safety all the time.

[snikthatch]

someone has to

[notrosecolored]

Well fucking share it around, because the only thing that's been keeping me alive since I was about nine was being responsible for other people. Maybe we can take turns or set up a time share.

cw: suicidal ideation

[snikthatch]

I thought you were done being responsible

something about wanting my claws in your head

Re: cw: suicidal ideation

[notrosecolored]

I still kind of want your claws in me, but that was really awful to you and would be worse, now and worse here.

I got back up before I showed up here.



[ Someone died for being a mutant. It's what he's got. ]

[snikthatch]

ain't the worst thing you've ever said to me, Slim

water under the bridge

anyway be my guest if you want to start looking after some shit here, just don't come running to me when you realise it's all just rattling the bars of the cage

[notrosecolored]

I'm too good at tactics to think I'm going to accomplish anything here, but I don't know what the hell else to do with myself besides rattle the bars or take responsibility of people.

You're the one doing the taking care of now, minus the odd period I can force you to stop.

That leaves me with the bar rattling.

did I tell you I showed up here with my shock collar?

[snikthatch]

maybe they thought you could use the reminder

[notrosecolored]

Maybe, but I'm having some different thoughts.

[snikthatch]

no offense sweetheart but you might not want to trust your brain about that crap for a while

what kind of thoughts?

[notrosecolored]

Is you calling me sweetheart going to be a regular thing?

[ He... might like it. Maybe. Also shhh let's not discuss his thoughts or whether or not he should trust his brain. ]

[snikthatch]

you prefer darling?

[notrosecolored]

Not unless you're gonna wear corsets and thigh high boots.

[snikthatch]

nah I don't have the legs for that

[notrosecolored]

Your legs are fine.