He takes his hand off his glass to see-saw it back and forth in a 'so-so' motion. Conversation's getting a little more personal and somehow he is still not outright panicking at it.

That, he knows, has to be because it's this specific person.

And alcohol consumption.

"Patchy memories. I was back and forth on level of awareness. The biggest gap then I remember now - meaning when I referenced losing time I mean I forgot who I was or any context for why I kept blacking out."