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[notrosecolored]

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[notrosecolored]

It was probably good that she was dead for a while.

[fireshow]

you ever just want a break from love?
being in love?

[notrosecolored]

I usually am trying to shove relationships in between Everything Else, so it hasn't been much of a thing.

Also, I'm bad at it.

[fireshow]

feels like it can be too much here sometimes
like every time you turn around there's someone else
with someone else
i don't know
i'm tired

[notrosecolored]

You're allowed to be. You're also allowed to just ... do something else for a while.

[fireshow]

i wish

[notrosecolored]

Stop wishing and just do it.

[fireshow]

i've tried
people don't usually take it well

[notrosecolored]

So

[fireshow]

sometimes i wish drake was here
at least that makes a little more sense

[notrosecolored]

I miss my very recent ex. A lot.

[fireshow]

when i got rid of my feelings for someone
when i told you about that
i don't know
i felt happier?
which sounds bad
but i felt like i was free from a lot of things
i mean yeah
the good things were gone
but so were the bad
i only got them back because people seemed to think i was wrong for that
i don't think i was though
i get burnt out from emotional whiplash
and then i want to burn everyone around me so it stops
i just think things here make it more complicated
at least for me

[themisfit]

Where did you go?

[notrosecolored]

I needed more space so I moved into the Down. I... probably should have said something?

[themisfit]

Maybe so. I just teleported into an empty apartment.

[notrosecolored]

Do you want the new address?

[ Yeah. He's... embarrassed. ]

[themisfit]

It couldn't hurt, could it?

[notrosecolored]

[ Address is sent, but also ] Probably not?

[notrosecolored]

I never told you hving the feelings removed was bad. If the bad outweighs the good, and there's a solution, it's okay to take it.

[themisfit]

I will do my best not to use the information against you.

[notrosecolored]

Ok.

Why were you looking for me?

[themisfit]

I just thought I would check in, given the ripple effect of recent events.

I'm sorry that I did not check sooner. That was careless of me.

[notrosecolored]

Kurt...

Come here.

[themisfit]

Just a moment or three.

[ Because now he's got to find a housewarming gift, at least something small to tide things over until he can think on it a little more.

It's three minutes or so, and Kurt appears on Scott's stoop with a small, potted plant, something akin to a Venus fly trap. If there is a bell, he rings. If not, he simply knocks. ]

[notrosecolored]

Scott opens the door for Kurt and steps back to let him in.

"I fucked up. I won't do it if I move again." A pause. "I don't anticipate moving again." The house is run down as is typical for the Down, but it's fairly spacious, has no carpet and is ruthlessly clean.