"You said I'm 'starved for affection and approval.' That's a weakness—" When he realizes his voice is rising to meet Scott's, Midnighter stops. There's more he could say. There are effective ways to hurt his opponent and win this fight. But god help him that's not what he wants. It's time to recalculate.
"This isn't how I want this to go, cuz I know how it'll end." It ends with Midnighter forcing a win and leaving Scott hurt. But that's not a win to him anymore.
"I'm sorry I was an asshole," he finally works the words past his lips.
"That's not weak-" He stops, because he doesn't want to be fighting either, and drops his own voice. "You weren't an asshole, I got my feelings hurt." Which, look. Modeling. or something.
I've got brain damage from falling out of a plane, memory gaps from being mind controlled by Sinister and possessed by Apocalypse and Phoenix. Nevermind the nature of my life being such that 'thrown into a wall' is a regular thing.
It'd stick with her if she did it, specifically because of a nightmare.
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