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[notrosecolored]

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[notrosecolored]

I know. I used to. I'm way too tired for that much emotional energy now.

[fireshow]

it's ok to say you're old
i won't tell anyone

[notrosecolored]

I am definitely old.

[fireshow]

that's why you're a sexy daddy
whose dick i wanna choke on

when i first came here
i told myself i'd just keep it to that
you know?
all physical
jokes on me

[notrosecolored]

Yeah, it doesn't usually work that way. It's almost impossible not to care about people in some way.

[fireshow]

actually
it's pretty easy
especially when i remember how humans want me dead

[notrosecolored]

People who want you dead and don't consider yo a person don't count as people.

[fireshow]

they're still human
that's why i don't sleep with humans here

[ except there's ONE he's started to and that's part of the reason why he's talking to scott maybe ]

[notrosecolored]

I don't think I have, either, unless we're counting magic users as human.

[fireshow]

you know just as well as i do
humans would treat them just as badly
anyone that's not normal and boring and weak like them

anyways
you know a guy named jesus right?

[notrosecolored]

Oh wait, I've had sex with him.

Yeah, I know him.

[fireshow]

what the fuck?
you've had sex with him but not me?
you're so fucking rude

[notrosecolored]

He has better hair.

Anyway is he the feelings/no feelings guy?

[fireshow]

fuck you
can't believe i ever wanted to suck your dick

i don't know what happened
we started talking
then fucking
then fucking a lot
then talking more
then fucking more
then i said i had feelings for him
and he said the same
and i haven't talked to him since

[notrosecolored]

So, good news and bad news:

He's commitment phobic as fuck too.

[fireshow]

i know
that's how we bonded in the first place
it's also ironic

[notrosecolored]

Do you want me to have a conversation about this with him?

[fireshow]

where in the fuck did i say that?

[notrosecolored]

You didn't say you didn't want me to.

[fireshow]

well i don't
so don't be a fucking geek about it
i just don't know what to do

[notrosecolored]

Nothing.

[fireshow]

that's your great advice?

[notrosecolored]

There's not enough information here yet for you to do anything. Wait it out. See where shit falls.

Or go to him and get more information, directly or otherwise.

[fireshow]

it just seems like a bad idea
being so alike in the whole
wanting it at times
and then not at others
like it's mixing gasoline with fire

[notrosecolored]

Yeah. Unless your timing lines up with each other. Or maybe it'd be fine since yo both get it. I don't know, but until you know more 'nothing' is the only real option.